March 2 2010

Haven't done anything today. Still wasting time with my life I need to get going get off my butt but I don't have any ambition left. Baseball is getting ready to start and I am excited about that. I am angry with Aun even though I shouldn't expect anything from her. It upsets me when I find out other people are talking about me. People that I thought were my friend talking shit on me. I have always tried to be a good friend and yes maybe I'm not very social sometimes but I am loyal to my friends.

I get the kids today that should be fun no more basketball practice. I had a great time coaching basketball this year and was proud of both the kids. I think Toby is getting better with his is attitude. I miss them both a lot. Because I see them so little its hard to be a good father and let them have fun at the same time.